This is Your Brain on Pornography – Pornography Part 2

I mourn for my country.

We have not only destroyed ourselves, but we’ve also destroyed our ability to escape the destruction that we have invited upon ourselves. Even though we recognize the problem, there is no chance for us to actually turn our society back to what it once was.

I’m afraid that only through our fall, will there be any hope. And, I believe that the biggest reason for our fall is pornography. It’s not the first reason. It’s not the reason that opened the door to our destruction. But, it’s still the biggest reason…

…because it touches everyone.


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This is Your Brain on Pornography – Pornography Part 2

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Have you ever thought about WHY God has always imposed laws and rules upon His own people?

Was it because He is capricious and just wanted to torment His people?

Was He amused by the difficulty that His laws would give us?


God LOVES us, and loved everyone who He gave His laws to. The laws that God gave, were for the benefit of His people at that time and place. And, the laws that God has given us for today, are ALSO for the benefit of us, His people, at this time and place. And, this benefit that I’m speaking of is – at a minimum – making it into heaven and into His presence, forever.

God wants you to make it to Heaven. He wants you to live forever in joy and peace. He desires a fantastic eternity for you. He wants you to ‘make it’. He wants you to cross that finish line and live forever. You are His child, and there is nothing that He would not do for you, to make sure that you reach eternity.

It’s why He sent His only Son, Jesus Christ, to suffer and die a terrible death for you and me.

It’s why He gave us rules to live by.

It’s why He called us to love Him.

It’s also why He commanded us to FEAR HIM.

And, that last one is what has kept me out of a lot of trouble. To my shame, there have been times when it was not enough. But, I can speak to you now, with the experience of ‘those times’.

This is part two of a series on pornography that I am doing, and part one is here:

Pornography Destroyed Us and is Killing YOU – Part 1

As I said in that article, my life has charted the rise of the computer revolution, in terms of the personal computer. I’ll leave you to read that in the above article. What I want to talk about is what I saw in the rise of pornography on the Internet. And, as a single young man who was quite healthy, the draw of pornography was incredible. And, since my interests in geopolitics and technology are areas that appeal to mostly men, I was – and still am – bombarded with attempts to draw me into pornography addiction. And, there were a couple of times when I got caught.

The first time was in the late 90s, when I noticed an Jewish Orthodox colleague behaving strangely. He was sitting next to the office printer, and he would print off pages and then reach over, grab them and stuff them into his personal bag.

I suspected pornography, but the image of an Orthodox Jew doing something like this was… bizarre – especially since he took great pride in his orthodoxy. So, one night, while he was gone, and while my computer was tied up in the production of the massive API guide that I had finished working on… I went to his computer to see what he had been up to.

I had never seen such hardcore pornography in all of my life, up to that moment. And, I sat transfixed. For a couple hours, as I saw what he was seeing. Every day.

After I tore myself away from that computer, I realized what I had done to myself. I had fouled my mind with horrifying sin. I had drenched myself with filth, and it was corroding my mind. And, I noticed something else.

That pornography… the porn that I had just subjected myself to …was attempting to change my view of women from people worthy of love and respect, into objects of carnal desire. It was taking what was good and debasing it – turning it into something brutal and demeaning.

I loathed myself for what I had done, and determined to never, ever do that again. I asked God to forgive me of this evil and help me to never do that again. It was a truly sickening thing.

The second incident was a couple years later. And, I’m not sure how I got sucked into it this time. Again, I was at work, late at night, at my computer, working on yet another API guide.

I took a break, idly sifting through interesting bits of the Internet. I’m not sure if it was a search term or an ad. Or, something. Whatever it was, I found myself watching the most horrid and horrifying, hardcore pornography. This time, the Internet had even more bandwidth so I was watching video, in addition to images.

Once again, I had fouled myself, and it was awful. Far worse than before. How utterly loathsome. And, I could feel this evil reaching in and seeking to destroy my view of women. It was as if I had brushed against a kind of contagious mental illness. It was like the seeds of obsession and compulsion were invading my consciousness.

It was an attack on me and my relationship with God. It was an attempt to destroy anything and everything good in me. It represented a kind of corrosive darkness that is hard to describe. But it’s one that most of you probably understand – if you are awake and aware.

As I reflect upon those two episodes, it is remarkable how far-reaching they were. It was as if I could feel every part of me tarnished. It touched and corroded everything. It was sand in the gears. It was like being clubbed. It was like being drawn away from God.

It was as if that connection that I had with the Holy Spirit had suddenly become tenuous. Even disconnected.

I’m not even sure that I’m describing all of this correctly, and I’m sure that each of you have your own experiences and your own way of relating to this. But, the thing that I come away with is how far-reaching this foul addiction is.

And yes, the word is addiction. And we men, whether we watch pornography or not, are addicted to pornography. You might not ever see a pornographic image or video, but you are still addicted. It’s our vulnerability.

Yes, yes, I know. The better phrase would be ‘vulnerable to addiction’, but let’s not fool ourselves. If you are a warm-blooded male, you are an addict to the beauty of women. If you are married, you are an addict to the relationship to the wondrous woman that you are spending your life with. I was born to be addicted to Mrs. Little. But, it also means that I’m porn addict, too.

No, I do not watch pornography. I fear God and love God too much to do that. I love my wife too much to do that. I respect women too much to do that. And, I despise being manipulated. But, that doesn’t change the fact, that deep down, I’m an addict. Every man is. EVERY. MAN.

Pornography reaches deep into what we are as men. And even women. And, it grabs a hold of something that can only be called ‘primal’. And, because it is so basic, it can be used so effectively against us.

Remember how I said that I despise being manipulated. Well, I have training in marketing. It’s the art of manipulation. It wasn’t always like that, but it certainly is now. And, if you are awake, you will notice all the sex that is involved in advertising.

All of that hyper-sexualized advertising is directed at YOU and your ability to think. It is taking that basic instinct and connecting it with a product or service.

If you are as old as I am, you probably remember the car magazines with ads that had women in bikinis selling tires.

What does a woman in a skimpy swimsuit have to do with a car tire?

Nothing, except the minds of men.

Now, let me take this a step further.

I have been fortunate in not succumbing to the temptations of pornography. But, most men have not been so blessed. And, it brings me back to the observation that I made in 2006, when I returned to a country that had changed over the 14 years that I had been gone.

In 1992, every single young man in America wondered if you should kiss on the first date.

In 2006, that wasn’t the question, anymore.

Worse, women have come to expect to be pressured into sex on the first date. They’ve even come to think of what is portrayed in pornographic videos as… natural. As of this moment, 39% of girls think that pornography is a realistic depiction of sex. That’s according to this infographic:

The Scary Side Effects Of Porn | Daily Infographic

Just that infographic should be enough for you to see the damage that pornography does to your brain. It’s horrifying, and I honestly believe that pornography is the number one reason why so many men believe that sex outside of marriage is okay.

No, worse than that.

It’s why so many CHRISTIAN men believe that sex outside of marriage is okay. Yes, I know that there are many factors that impact a decision to engage in sex before marriage. I get that. But, I can tell you that the impact of pornography is so loud, so huge, so deafening, that it silences the voice of reason and morality that we call our conscience.

God gave us rules against fornication, not just because fornication is wicked and evil. It’s also completely and utterly stupid. It changes your mind and destroys your ability to think straight. And, if I had allowed myself to indulge in fornication, I would not be married to an awesome woman today.

Okay, this will date some of you, but do you remember some of those old commercials that were produced to try and encourage young kids to not take drugs?

To paraphrase that commercial…

One last time.

This is pornography…

…This is your brain on pornography…

…Any questions?



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My research sources are pretty wide ranging, and their number keep growing. So, instead of listing all of my sources, let me list the ones that deserve special mention:

A big thank you to all who sent me articles. I appreciate all of it.



Yup, more than just special, these links appear to be the most important of all. Seriously, start with these.

And yes, these are pretty serious.

2019 04 07 John Haller’s Prophecy Update “End Time Fables” – YouTube

I ALWAYS listen to John Haller’s prophecy updates. I thank Karen J for continually nudging me with links to his updates, until I caved in and started watching. I’m a pretty stubborn guy, but I do give in to good ideas eventually.

Anyway, watch this update. It’s a good one.

US anti-abortion film a surprise box office success


Well done, American pastors. And, those of you who promoted this film. Again, very, very well done.

John Rubino – Next Recession Could Blow Up Financial Markets – YouTube

Get ready for bad news kids. Please remember that we papered-over the ‘Great Recession’, and now all that paper will have made it all worse. This will be really bad.

Top Websites in United States – SimilarWeb Website Ranking

Three sites that offer pornography for free, are in the top ten websites in America. Combined, those three websites represent more than nine billion visits from Americans – just in the month of March.

Did you get that?


God help us. We are in so much trouble.

How Pete Buttigieg could hurt Trump in the Rust Belt

Um… here’s how Pete is a symbol of America’s destruction, in just the first paragraph of this piece:

At just 37, he is the mayor of South Bend, Indiana. He is a military veteran and a deeply religious gay man who is married but also enjoys sandwiches from the (anti-gay marriage) Chick-fil-A. He is a Harvard-educated Rhodes scholar who speaks eight languages. He is the first-ever millennial candidate for president and, so far, the only Democratic hopeful to appear on the “Fox News Sunday” show.

A deeply religious gay man… think that through. And then, think about the fact that he’s a ‘Harvard-educated Rhodes scholar’.

I’m sorry, but this screams ‘perfect candidate’ for the elites. And, he’s also the symbol of America’s destruction.

The Day Of Reckoning Has Arrived, We Have It All:Harley & Bill – YouTube

This is about the NSA and the Deep State, and Bill Binney knows all about BOTH.

Russian Family Flees to Poland as Sweden Gives Kids to Muslim Foster Parents – Sputnik International

Chris from Poland shared this, and he called this ‘a new kind of refugee’. And, it’s horrifying what the Swedish government did to this family.


Then, Chris shared this. And, it’s a good overview of events in Libya. So, it’s well worth the read, especially since Haftar is almost ready to take over Libya, and bring Libya into Russia’s orbit. And, Chris highlighted something interesting in his comment, and it’s in this paragraph:

Haftar was born in the Libyan city of Ajdabiya. He served in the Libyan army under Muammar Gaddafi, and took part in the coup that brought Gaddafi to power in 1969. He took part in the Libyan contingent against Israel in the Yom Kippur Warof 1973. In 1987, he became a prisoner of war during the war against Chad after being lulled into a trap and captured, then a major embarrassment for Gaddafi and represented a major blow to Gaddafi’s ambitions in Chad. While held prisoner, he and his fellow officers formed a group hoping to overthrow Gaddafi. He was released around 1990 in a deal with the United States government and spent nearly two decades in Langley, Virginia in the US, gaining U.S. citizenship. In 1993, while living in the United States, he was convicted in absentia of crimes against the Jamahiriya and sentenced to death.

Hmmm… he participated in the Yom Kippur War against Israel?

This guy is serious Gog and Magog material.

The next question is about how long it will take Haftar to take over what is left of Libya. The areas that he is invading have the highest population concentration in Libya, and is the most built-up.

We will see what happens, but the end result will be as the Bible predicted: not good.

(PDF) The 3.7kaBP Middle Ghor Event: Catastrophic Termination of a Bronze Age Civilization

And then, Chris found this interesting bit that describes what looks like the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah. His comment about this article is…

If you have no time to read the PDF file, here’s the summary:

– “…cosmic airburst event that obliterated civilization—including the Middle Bronze
Age city-state anchored by Tall el-Hammam—in the Middle Ghor (the 25 km diameter
circular plain immediately north of the Dead Sea) ca. 1700 BCE”

– “…a violent concussive force – a blast – ripped apart the mudbrick superstructures and blew them off their foundations”

– “…melted zircon crystals that indicate boiling of the melted material at 4,000°C.”
“God does not change”. So… Going towards Sodom, we should expect similar results.

THAT, is a sobering point. We are headed straight towards the same fate as Sodom and Gomorrah, and we have conclusive evidence of what happened. You don’t want to go there, but we’re going there anyway.

Thanks for that awesome comment, Chris.

Iran And Iraq Reach Agreement On Air Defense Cooperation As Washington’s Pressure Grows

Big thanks to Karen J for this one. And, it’s another big move towards Gog and Magog.

Oh, and here is what the leader of Iran said:

During the meeting, Khamenei told the Iraqi delegation that they should expel US forces from Iraq as soon as possible.

Them’s fightin’ words.

In China, an App About Xi Is Impossible to Ignore — Even if You Try – The New York Times 

This article shows two things:

The prototype for the Antichrist – BEFORE he institutes ‘The Mark’.

The desperation of the Chinese Communist Party.

Here’s the quote that is the most important here, even though the whole article is important:

The app comes as Mr. Xi, who rose to power in 2012, is leading a broader crackdown on free speech in China, imprisoning scores of activists, lawyers and intellectuals, and imposing new restrictions on the news media. Mr. Xi has spoken frequently about what he calls the need to guard against online threats. He has warned that the party could lose its grip on power if it does not master digital media.

“There is no national security without internet security,” Mr. Xi said in a speech this year. “If we cannot succeed on the internet, we will not be able to maintain power in the long run.”

Notice this line:

He has warned that the party could lose its grip on power if it does not master digital media.

That’s a real fear. It’s not a fantasy. Otherwise, the Chinese Communist Party would not have given Xi so much power.

China is in trouble, and the tools that they are developing to stay in power will be used by the Elites and by the Antichrist.

China is ‘threat to world’ says dissident writer

And, here’s a quote that I find to be very interesting:

“My dream is that China splits up into 10 or so countries. Because China as it is today is a threat for the whole world,” he said as his latest book, “Bullets and Opium”, was published in France.

Hmmm… ten countries.

Why would he say that?

Opinion: Southern Poverty Law Center should be investigated –

Yup, because they are corrupt to the core. And, far too many know it.

Deadly germs, Lost cures: A Mysterious Infection, Spanning the Globe in a Climate of Secrecy

I don’t know what to make of this, other than the fact that it could become really, really serious one day. Or not.

Both Teachers’ Unions Oppose Bill That Would Make Sex with Students a Crime – Good School Hunting

And, the reason why these dirt bags oppose this bill is…

French Priest’s 150-Year-Old Heart Being Worshipped in NYC | New York News | US News

Oh come on. They can’t be serious.


…they are.




Britain – Album on Imgur

Yeah. This is about right.

“Hey there, whatcha doing? Can i help?!” – Album on Imgur

The aquatic version of man’s best friend.

Several Perfectly Captured Moments – Album on Imgur

Oh dear. These are… um …impressive. Yes. That’s the word.


Please do not try to be this impressive.

Paul Rugg: People ask me how I relax – YouTube 

An ‘oldie’, but I couldn’t resist. Think of this as a reason for NOT getting a chihuahua. Just sayin’.


I truly hope that you’ll be ready for this

A prudent man foreseeth the evil, and hideth himself: but the simple pass on, and are punished.Proverbs 22:3


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2 thoughts on “This is Your Brain on Pornography – Pornography Part 2”

  1. Hi John

    Just a quick caution with the “Unplanned” movie. I have not seen the movie yet and absolutely support the theme and message of this movie 100%. So this is not a criticism of the subject at all. However, I subscribe to Holly Pivec’s “Spirit of Error” website. Holly has done some amazing research into New Apostolic Reformation and the serious problems related to this movement. Holly recently wrote an article and review of “Unplanned” and whilst she supports the message and theme of this movie, she has exposed the New Apostolic Reformation influence that sits behind the movie. Here is the link to Holly’s article Do what you will with this information, but I thought it necessary that people see this production with eyes wide open.

    Thanks for all your hard work John, I do my best to catch up on all the amazing information you put together each week and look forward to your new more frequent reports.

    Blessings and kind regards

    MattS AMinutetomidnite Team

    • Hi MattS,

      THAT is some very, VERY important background information. I will be highlighting this, vigorously. In fact, I’m tempted to derail my series on pornography, to talk about this. But, I think that I will hold off, so that I can give this the attention that it deserves. I’m just going to need to find a way to remind myself to handle this.

      When you think carefully about the ‘bigger picture’, the corruption of the church itself, is far worse than the corruption of the society around the church. This NAR movement is just one element in this satanic corruption.

      Thank you for pointing this out to me, Matt. I would not have seen it otherwise. I am now bookmarking Holly’s site.

      Yours in Christ,

      John Little

      PS. Holly Pivec has a great site, but it needs to be updated with a new theme and format. If someone could help her with that, it would benefit her mission.


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